Saturday, October 25, 2008
Erm..
Just wanted to blog this to let my friend understand.
Why I always rejected you all when you all say go watch movie.
For me..
I think that watching movie is with my love one.
But maybe you all feel that is okie.
But have you all ever wonder why you would ask your girlfriend or your wife first to go movie before asking me?
Because you wanted to bring them to movie mah.
And you ask me alone as I am boring.
I really wish to go movie with you all.
But when ever I go I felt so extra.
I am the third person because you all treat me as good friends.
But when I see other couple there..
I felt so ENVY too..
But did you all know?
You all don`t mind but I mind!
Sorry ba..
I really wish to go with you all but actually I was afraid to see them when we go see movie.
When she is holding her love one while I walk alone with my friends.
How she look at me? How she think of me?
No body care but I care!
This might be stupid but it really hurts!